I don’t obsess over my face, i can sometimes look at myself in the mirror, i’ve dated a lot in the past,i’ve managed to live through acne despite my feelings and the thoughts about myself. But right now i reached a point where i no longer care about anything, i just feel numb and tired of the drawbacks of living with acne, it feels like i put my life on hold, and it’s not bcs i can’t take the comments about my face, or rejection, or how uncomfortable i feel going to public places, or looking at myself, or the constant pain in my face, i’m just tired of having to tolerate all of that, and i’m tired of caring about it, tired of being sad, tired of crying or feeling anxious. Idk if it’s some kind of defensive mechanism that my brain developed, but i just no longer feel much. I just feel anger, i do get angry very easy.
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