just tired, feels endless

photos go from early 2024-today i’ve had acne since puberty, apparently got better late 2024 when the first picture was taken, i don’t remember that tbh haha second pic is when it got worse and i went to a skin doctor, got tretinoin and the mid pictures are the progression of that i purged awfully but it healed into the smoothest skin i’ve had, though it left me with more scars i never had any follow up appointments and was never asked for any, so i tried my best to maintain that skin, but since i used prescription treatment for it obv my at home things did not work it got bad again and last picture is how it is now. picture doesn’t do justice to just how many whitheads and texture i have. i’m not asking for advice i’m just so tired haha. i try over and over again i spend so much money i go to a doctor i go do a facial i ask for tips i try to change my diet i try to exercise but it’s like my body is always against me and the second it gets better it gets worse for no reason and i start over again. i’m sorry for the bad english at points i’m going to sleep lmao. idk if i can even post it cuz my karma’s low but i just needed it off my chest. i hope one day it’ll be good at least lol submitted by /u/Swimming-Lake-2162 [link] [comments]